S\u00fcndisin v\u00e4ikeses Tokio haiglas. Ema \u00fctleb, et ta m\u00e4letab kaht asja.<\/p>\n
\u00dcle p\u00f5randa jooksis hiir ja seda pidas ta heaks endeks.<\/p>\n
Halastaja\u00f5de kummardus voodi kohale ja sosistas s\u00fc\u00fcdlaslikult:<\/p>\n
\u00abKahjuks t\u00fcdruk. Kas te eelistate ise seda oma mehele teatada?\u00bb<\/p>\n
Istun siin, mu m\u00f5tted liiguvad ringi maailmas ja minus eneses, ja ma \u00fcritan nende matka paberile panna.<\/p>\n
Tahan kirjutada armastusest, inimene-olemisest, \u00fcksindusest, naine-olemisest.<\/p>\n
Tahan kirjutada kohtumisest \u00fchel saarel. Mehest, kes muutis mu elu. Tahan kirjutada juhuslikust muutumisest ja teadlikust muutumisest.<\/p>\n
Tahan kirjutada hetkedest, millesse ma suhtun kui kingitustesse, headest hetkedest ja halbadest hetkedest. Ma ei arva, et teadmised v\u00f5i kogemused, mis on osa minust, on suuremad kui teiste omad. Olen teoks teinud \u00fche unistuse \u2013 ja saanud k\u00fcmme uut asemele. Olen n\u00e4ha saanud, mis on v\u00e4lise hiilguse taga.<\/p>\n
Ma ei kirjuta sellest Liv Ullmannist, kellest on loetud ajalehtedes ja ajakirjades, ja m\u00f5ni leiab vahest, et olen oma elu t\u00e4htsatest faktidest m\u00f6\u00f6da l\u00e4inud, aga mul pole kunagi m\u00f5ttes olnud oma elulugu kirjutada.<\/p>\n
Iroonia \u2013 minu elukutse n\u00f5uab iga p\u00e4ev oma keha, n\u00e4o ja tunnete loovutamist. N\u00fc\u00fcd aga on mul hirm enese loovutamise ees. Hirm, et satun kirjutades abitusse olukorda \u2013 ja ei ole enam v\u00f5imeline end kaitsma.<\/p>\n
Tunnen kiusatust oma l\u00e4bielamisi kaunistada, teha iseennast ja \u00fcmbrust ilusamaks, nii et lugeja tunneks s\u00fcmpaatiat. V\u00f5i mustata, nii et sellest saaks p\u00f5nev lugemine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"S\u00fcndisin v\u00e4ikeses Tokio haiglas. Ema \u00fctleb, et ta m\u00e4letab kaht asja. \u00dcle p\u00f5randa jooksis hiir ja seda pidas…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":133258,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_share_on_mastodon":"0"},"categories":[80],"tags":[26,27,37,33,35,9783,34,36,60323,31,32,22240,21,60324,60325,28,29,9780,7841,95,44276,9787,19,2870,25,23,24,22,20,30,92,93,94],"class_list":["post-133257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-maailm","tag-breaking-news","tag-breakingnews","tag-ee","tag-eesti","tag-eesti-keel","tag-ema","tag-estonia","tag-estonian","tag-euroopa-filmiakadeemia","tag-featured-news","tag-featurednews","tag-filmikunst","tag-headlines","tag-intervjuuraamat","tag-ketil-bjornstad","tag-latest-news","tag-latestnews","tag-liv-ullmann","tag-loomingu-raamatukogu","tag-maailm","tag-muutumine","tag-naine","tag-news","tag-poff","tag-populaarseimad-lood","tag-top-stories","tag-topstories","tag-uldised-uudised","tag-uudised","tag-viimased-uudised","tag-world","tag-world-news","tag-worldnews"],"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@ee\/116257169258172674","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133257","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=133257"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133257\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/133258"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=133257"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=133257"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=133257"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}