20-aastaselt vangivalvurina t\u00f6\u00f6tanud Gerda Kull r\u00e4\u00e4kis Vikerraadios, et tema jaoks oli inimese l\u00e4biotsimine alguses t\u00e4ielik \u0161okk, aga k\u00f5ige hullem oli olukord, kui kambriluugist sisse vaadates ta kinnipeetavat kongis ei n\u00e4inud. Kulli s\u00f5nul oli ta vanglas t\u00f6\u00f6tades nagu mullamutt, kes p\u00e4ev otsa liikus vangla tumedates tunnelites ja p\u00e4ikesevalgust ei n\u00e4inud.<\/p>\n
Enne vanglasse t\u00f6\u00f6le minekut t\u00f6\u00f6tas Gerda Kull kaubamajas m\u00e4nguasjade m\u00fc\u00fcjana ja see t\u00f6\u00f6 t\u00fc\u00fctas ta l\u00f5puks nii \u00e4ra, et masendus tuli peale. Kulli isa t\u00f6\u00f6tas vanglas ja kutsus t\u00fctart ka sinna t\u00f6\u00f6le.<\/p>\n
“Isa vaatas, et mul seal m\u00e4nguasjapoes ei l\u00e4he k\u00f5ige paremini, et lihtsalt passin seal, l\u00f6\u00f6n aega t\u00e4iesti surnuks, \u00fctles mulle, et sa oled sportlik t\u00fcdruk, v\u00f5ta v\u00e4ljakutse vastu, ta n\u00e4gi minus potentsiaali,” meenutas Gerda Kull, kes alustas vangvalvurina t\u00f6\u00f6d 20-aastasena ehk oli omal ajal \u00fcks noorimaid vangivalvureid Eestis.<\/p>\n
Kull suunati kohe kokkusaamiste \u00fcksusesse, kus vangile tulevad k\u00fclalised. “Mina ajan korda paberimajanduse, v\u00f5tan k\u00fclalised vastu, teen l\u00e4biotsimise ja k\u00f5ik muu, mis vaja. Alguses oli inimese l\u00e4biotsimine minu jaoks \u0161okk. See ei ole meeldiv tegevus, aga ma pean seda tegema. Ma sain selle k\u00e4ppa. Juukseharja v\u00f5tame lahti, vatitikud vaatame ka \u00fckshaaval l\u00e4bi. Keegi ei r\u00e4\u00e4kinud, et vaimselt v\u00f5ib see t\u00f6\u00f6 olla keeruline.”<\/p>\n
Kulli s\u00f5nul on see kohutav tunne, kui vangivalvur kambriluugist sisse vaadates kinnipeetavat ei n\u00e4e. “Sa n\u00e4ed, et teda ei ole, m\u00f5tled, et \u00e4kki on vetsus. T\u00f5en\u00e4oliselt ongi, aga kui sa n\u00e4ed, et vetsus ka ei ole, siis seest k\u00e4ib selline pauk ja ragin l\u00e4bi. \u00c4kki on maas ja surnud. Sa oled 20-aastane naine ja sa pead midagi tegema. Sa kutsud kohe abi, aga sa ei saa lihtsalt oodata sel ajal, pead kambrisse minema. M\u00f5tled, et \u00e4kki kinnipeetav teeb mingit pulli, tuleb nurga tagant v\u00e4lja ja virutab sulle. Aga see on sinu vastutus, sa vastutad iseenda ja ka tema eest. Minul ei olnud \u00f5nneks sellist olukorda, kus ma oleksin pidanud kedagi p\u00e4\u00e4stma.”<\/p>\n
Kull t\u00f5des, et kinnipeetavad panid ta k\u00fcll proovile. “Nad j\u00f5llitavad sind nagu lihat\u00fckki.”<\/p>\n
“Sa oledki nagu mullamutt, liigud p\u00e4ev l\u00e4bi vangla tunnelites. Siis m\u00f5tled, mis elu ma praegu elan, olen ise ka nagu vang. Kui sa tunned, et see pole okei, siis see t\u00f6\u00f6 pole sinu jaoks,” meenutas Kull t\u00f6\u00f6d vangivalvurina. “Vangivalvur ei ole robot.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"20-aastaselt vangivalvurina t\u00f6\u00f6tanud Gerda Kull r\u00e4\u00e4kis Vikerraadios, et tema jaoks oli inimese l\u00e4biotsimine alguses t\u00e4ielik \u0161okk, aga k\u00f5ige…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":44284,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[26,27,37,33,35,34,36,31,32,22054,21,28,29,19,25,23,24,22,20,22053,5894,30],"class_list":{"0":"post-44283","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-eesti","8":"tag-breaking-news","9":"tag-breakingnews","10":"tag-ee","11":"tag-eesti","12":"tag-eesti-keel","13":"tag-estonia","14":"tag-estonian","15":"tag-featured-news","16":"tag-featurednews","17":"tag-gerda-kull","18":"tag-headlines","19":"tag-latest-news","20":"tag-latestnews","21":"tag-news","22":"tag-populaarseimad-lood","23":"tag-top-stories","24":"tag-topstories","25":"tag-uldised-uudised","26":"tag-uudised","27":"tag-vangivalvur","28":"tag-vangla","29":"tag-viimased-uudised"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@ee\/115565030795344574","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44283","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=44283"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44283\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/44284"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=44283"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=44283"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=44283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}