{"id":51602,"date":"2025-11-27T07:32:17","date_gmt":"2025-11-27T07:32:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/51602\/"},"modified":"2025-11-27T07:32:17","modified_gmt":"2025-11-27T07:32:17","slug":"ei-moelnud-kunagi-et-see-voib-minuga-juhtuda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/51602\/","title":{"rendered":"ei m\u00f5elnud kunagi, et see v\u00f5ib minuga juhtuda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>J\u00e4rgmisel kolmap\u00e4eval, 3. detsembril toimub Kaja Kultuurikeskuses tasuta kontsert <a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/yhtekuuluvus.ee\/\">\u00abAjakaja\u00bb<\/a>, milleks Lauri R\u00e4pp on igal aastal kirjutanud tekste. Nii ka seekord, mil Lauri luulest s\u00fcndis kaks teost. Kontsert on m\u00f5eldud inimestele, kellel on maailmaga suhestumine veidi teistsugune. Ka Lauri ise sai hiljuti kogemuse sellest, milline on maailma tajumine siis, kui n\u00e4gemine kaob.<\/p>\n<p>\u00abMa ei m\u00f5elnud ju kunagi selle peale, et ma saan ise ka n\u00fc\u00fcd j\u00e4rsku kogeda seda, mis t\u00e4hendab, et sul \u00fchel hetkel k\u00f5igepealt pilt l\u00e4heb kahekordseks ja siis selgub j\u00e4rgmisel hetkel, et su \u00fcks silmadest ei tule enam lahti \u00fcksk\u00f5ik kui k\u00f5vasti sa pingutad, silmalihased ei t\u00f6\u00f6ta,\u00bb r\u00e4\u00e4kis kirjanik <a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/vikerraadio.err.ee\/1609856698\/vikerhommik-kirke-ert-ja-taavi-libe\/47390834084918d3e0ca71c365906392\">Vikerraadios<\/a>. \u00abSee on ikkagi p\u00e4ris hirmutav kogemus, pean tunnistama.\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>\u00abTrepid olid minu jaoks t\u00e4iesti \u00f5udusunen\u00e4gu. Ma kukkusin m\u00f5ned korrad, sest ma n\u00e4gin, et trepiastmed on seal viiekordsed, ma ei taju \u00e4ra, kus seal see aste on,\u00bb meenutab ta korda, mil haigus reisil olles v\u00e4lja l\u00f5i.<\/p>\n<p>Mis siis t\u00e4psemalt juhtus?<\/p>\n<p>\u00abTagantj\u00e4rele hinnates tuli see hiilimisi. Mingil hetkel ma tundsin, et kui ma loen, siis tekst oli justkui l\u00e4hemal ja kaugemal ja siis ta hakkas natuke virvendama. \u00dchel hommikul ma n\u00e4gingi kahekordselt. Jooksin arsti juurde,\u00bb r\u00e4\u00e4gib ta. \u00abNii kui arst seda n\u00e4gi, saadeti kohe EMOsse,\u00bb avaldab kirjanik.<\/p>\n<p>Alguses arvati, et tegemist v\u00f5is olla insuldiga. Lauri v\u00f5eti haiglasse sisse, kahtlustati ka nii v\u00e4hki kui sclerosis multiplex\u2019i. L\u00e4ks t\u00fckk aega enne kui m\u00e4\u00e4rati diagnoosiks autoimmuunne haigus \u2212 okulaarne m\u00fcasteenia. See on haigus, mis haarab ainult silmi. \u00abSisuliselt mul ei j\u00f5ua ajust signaal silmalihastesse, et liigutage n\u00fc\u00fcd,\u00bb \u00fctleb ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"J\u00e4rgmisel kolmap\u00e4eval, 3. detsembril toimub Kaja Kultuurikeskuses tasuta kontsert \u00abAjakaja\u00bb, milleks Lauri R\u00e4pp on igal aastal kirjutanud tekste.&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":51603,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[26227,37,33,35,173,34,36,26229,26226,10288,140,26230,26228],"class_list":{"0":"post-51602","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-meelelahutus","8":"tag-autoimmuunne-haigus","9":"tag-ee","10":"tag-eesti","11":"tag-eesti-keel","12":"tag-entertainment","13":"tag-estonia","14":"tag-estonian","15":"tag-insuld","16":"tag-kaja-kultuurikeskus","17":"tag-lauri-rapp","18":"tag-meelelahutus","19":"tag-okulaarne-muasteenia","20":"tag-topeltnagemine"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@ee\/115620501421419561","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51602","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=51602"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51602\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/51603"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=51602"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=51602"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=51602"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}