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<\/p>\nLoomingu Raamatukogus ilmus Triin Soometsa luulekogu “J\u00e4\u00e4lind”, mis k\u00f5neleb l\u00e4hisuhtev\u00e4givallast ning visandab \u00fchel v\u00f5i teisel moel meeste ebaadekvaatse k\u00e4itumise all kannatanud Eesti naiste portreid. Avaldame teosest l\u00fchikese katkendi.<\/p>\n
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S\u00f5idab l\u00e4bi Eesti<\/p>\n
sigaretiga k\u00e4si aknast v\u00e4ljas
punane kontsaga king raskelt pedaalil
ette j\u00e4\u00e4vad
V\u00e4givalla \u00dcksk\u00f5ikse Reedu Hirmu Teisepoole
Verek\u00fcla V\u00e4ev\u00f5imu Kergeusu K\u00f5rkuse Poodu
Vaikuse Kilju Noatera Palati Vooliku
Killu Oavarre V\u00f5lla Lambanaha Rihma
Masenduse Annav\u00f5ta Karju Rusika Peetuse
P\u00f5hjuse Tagaj\u00e4rje Kurjasilma L\u00f5ikehaava K\u00f5hu
Hullumaja Tableti Kan\u00fc\u00fcli Raami H\u00fcppe
Unen\u00e4o Lahase Kooma Kateetri Matuse
\u00d6\u00f6k\u00fclma L\u00f6\u00f6vere Perekonna Perepea Keret\u00e4ie
Kotisuu Nutuj\u00f5e Kukla N\u00e4pistuse Tutistuse
V\u00e4rdja Abituse Ebak\u00fcla Ringiratta \u00dclet\u00f6\u00f6
R\u00f5\u00f5mu Karistuse Kahjur\u00f5\u00f5mu T\u00fchjajutu T\u00fcnga
j\u00e4\u00e4b piiril seisma
kustutab sigareti<\/p>\n
Linda<\/p>\n
Kohe algusest peale, kui mul p\u00e4evad hakkasid, olin lastetu naine
15-aastaselt v\u00e4gistas mind venna s\u00f5ber ja olin lastetu naine
17-aastaselt hakkasin klassivennaga koos elama ja olin lastetu naine
21-aastaselt otsustasin \u00fclikoolis \u00f5pinguid j\u00e4tkata ja olin edasi lastetu naine
28-aastaselt hakkasime abikaasaga arstide vahet k\u00e4ima ja olin lastetu naine
31-aastaselt j\u00e4ttis mees mu maha, olin lastetu naine
35-aastaselt armusin hullusti ja ootasin last, aga mehel oli juba piisavalt lapsi, mina olin lastetu naine
37-aastaselt abiellusin, olin j\u00e4lle lastetu naine
38-aastaselt j\u00e4in salaja rasedaks, aga olin ikka lastetu naine, nii mitu korda, mitu aastat
40-aastaselt sai mees armukesega lapse ja l\u00e4ks minema, sest mina olin lastetu naine
45-aastaselt olin ikka lastetu naine ja ei midagi muud enam, mitte kunagi
50-aastaselt olin endiselt lastetu naine
60-aastaselt olin ikka veel lastetu naine
70-aastaselt olin lastetu naine
80-aastaselt olin lastetu naine
90-aastaselt olin lastetu naine
aus\u00f5na, olin lastetu naine
algusest peale ja l\u00f5puni v\u00e4lja<\/p>\n
Amanda<\/p>\n
sain imikuna t\u00e4pselt iga kolme tunni tagant rinda
seega ei arvanud ka hiljem et minu n\u00e4lg v\u00f5i isu midagi loeb
asjad k\u00e4isid kindla korra j\u00e4rgi
mida mina tahtsin polnud oluline
kohandasin ennast korra j\u00e4rgi
ja kui kord kokku kukkus
ei olnud minulgi enam olemist<\/p>\n
Matilda<\/p>\n
karjusin et jalamatigi kannatus saab \u00fckskord otsa aga see ei ole t\u00f5si
jalamati kannatus kestab t\u00e4pselt nii kaua kuni ta on l\u00e4bi kulunud
muutunud tolmuks p\u00f5randal
isegi siis ta ikka veel loodab
et on n\u00e4htav
et on vajalik<\/p>\n
Triin<\/p>\n
ma jalutu jalutasin
yle j\u00e4\u00e4 yle jaheda j\u00f5e
k\u00f5ike valutut valutasin
k\u00f5ike talutut talutasin
nagu pimedat eeslit
keda keegi ei n\u00e4e
k\u00f5iki k\u00f5veraid j\u00e4lestasin
k\u00f5ik sirged v\u00e4listasin
k\u00f5ike kujutut kujutasin
j\u00f5gi kannab ei kannata
pime eesel keda keegi ei n\u00e4e
t\u00f5mbab lahti et lennata<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Loomingu Raamatukogus ilmus Triin Soometsa luulekogu “J\u00e4\u00e4lind”, mis k\u00f5neleb l\u00e4hisuhtev\u00e4givallast ning visandab \u00fchel v\u00f5i teisel moel meeste ebaadekvaatse…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":90970,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[26,27,37,33,35,34,36,31,32,21,44512,28,29,7841,19,25,23,24,11762,22,20,30],"class_list":{"0":"post-90969","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-eesti","8":"tag-breaking-news","9":"tag-breakingnews","10":"tag-ee","11":"tag-eesti","12":"tag-eesti-keel","13":"tag-estonia","14":"tag-estonian","15":"tag-featured-news","16":"tag-featurednews","17":"tag-headlines","18":"tag-jaalind","19":"tag-latest-news","20":"tag-latestnews","21":"tag-loomingu-raamatukogu","22":"tag-news","23":"tag-populaarseimad-lood","24":"tag-top-stories","25":"tag-topstories","26":"tag-triin-soomets","27":"tag-uldised-uudised","28":"tag-uudised","29":"tag-viimased-uudised"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@ee\/115938959259977228","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90969","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=90969"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90969\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/90970"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=90969"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=90969"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ee\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=90969"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}