Jessica Alba‘s acting memories aren’t all sweet as honey. 

The Honest Company founder admitted that she didn’t enjoy her experience of shooting a scene in the 2005 movie Fantastic Four in which her character Sue Storm appeared completely naked over a bridge. 

“I thought that was awful,” Jessica shared during a talk at the Red Sea Film Festival, per Variety. “It was very humiliating in real life.”

At the time, the Honey actress felt like her nudity in the film—which also starred Chris Evans (Human Torch), Michael Chiklis (Ben Grimm) and Ioan Gruffud (Mister Fantastic)—went against the way she was raised. 

“I grew up with a pretty conservative family, and I am a pretty modest person,” the 44-year-old explained. “I dreaded that scene for weeks. I have a lot of whiplash from those days.”

However, that doesn’t mean Jessica had no fond memories of taking on the role of Sue Storm, who is also known as The Invisible Woman in the Marvel comics. 

“She was a woman I looked up to,” she said. “She was very maternal and very kind, but also not a pushover; she spoke her mind. She had a great moral compass.”