{"id":133811,"date":"2025-10-20T11:49:08","date_gmt":"2025-10-20T11:49:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/133811\/"},"modified":"2025-10-20T11:49:08","modified_gmt":"2025-10-20T11:49:08","slug":"deep-burn-by-brendan-mac-evilly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/133811\/","title":{"rendered":"Deep Burn by Brendan Mac Evilly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We&#8217;re celebrating Irish Book Week (which runs 18th &#8211; 25th October) with a series of choice extracts from outstanding new Irish titles &#8211; read an extract from Brendan Mac Evilly&#8217;s debut novel Deep Burn below.<\/p>\n<p>Deep Burn is a frenetic tale of art and the value of obsession; fame and the price of envy; friendship and the uncertainty of love&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>Prologue<\/b><\/p>\n<p>It was Martha Knox&#8217;s personal tragedy \u2013 so-called \u2013 that brought her initial fame. Not real fame. More at the local level \u2013 the second-glance-from-a-stranger \u2013 out shopping or at the pub. Glances usually followed by whispers. &#8216;Isn\u2019t that your one from the newspapers? Your man\u2019s wife?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>It was a second tragedy, on a larger scale, that brought her international fame. Art-world fame. A tragedy embodied in a single photograph, of a human figure staggering about a field in West Kerry engulfed in flames. Scaled up to twice life-size, it hung on the back wall of the L-shaped gallery at IMMA. The entire exhibition had already toured to MOMA, Cr\u00e8vecoeur, The Serpentine, and Tang Contemporary. In each city, the photograph at its centre was preceded by the controversy of its taking.<\/p>\n<p>In the photo, it is night-time. The background is pitch black; the foreground is dark green. Flecks of grass are illuminated by a halo of light that shines from the subject at its centre. The figure. A human figure. Their chest already alight, the fire devouring the shirt\u2019s cloth, creeping higher, beginning to sear the taut-skinned neck. Entering the long gallery and viewing the photo from a distance, the figure appears to flicker like a candle in a window on a stormy night, drawing you toward sanctuary. But up close, the face is clear and distinct, the chin glowing orange, jutting away from the flames, stretching into side profile. The one visible eye is squeezed shut and the jaw is gurning in agony, or perhaps still awaiting pain. Not yet feeling it. As with any pain, there\u2019s always that slight delay. That brief moment between cause and effect; between impact and sensation.<\/p>\n<p><b>Chapter 1<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Martha rolled out of bed just before sunrise, not having slept in any case. The screen\u2019s glare hurt her eyes as she googled times for early buses leaving Dublin. The hours that followed were a blur: the taxi, the station, the monotonous motorway flow. She got off at the station in Limerick, threw her phone in a bin, then hitched the next hundred miles, heading vaguely south-west.<\/p>\n<p>It felt good to travel on autopilot. To feel not much at all, really. Switch off. Unsure how. Exhaustion probably. Still in a daze from the night before. In her mind, a picture appeared. Herself as a blue dot drifting across a digital map of the country, as far away from her starting point as possible. Slowly and peacefully drifting. She didn\u2019t care where exactly. The other side. The far edge.<\/p>\n<p>Last night, her husband had left her. It had been a mistake, he\u2019d said. She could blame him (yes, she did!) but if the relationship wasn\u2019t going to work, it was best to part ways before they hit their first anniversary (arbitrary!) It was nothing to do with her (of course it was). He had always been unsure about marriage (true, but also true of most of his decisions). If he did meet someone else in future (had he already?), he didn\u2019t even know if he\u2019d want kids (he definitely did). Maybe he was too old in any case (both of them were late thirties). And their recent discovery, that she couldn\u2019t have kids (short of a miracle), had nothing to do with it. It absolutely did. She nearly laughed. Nearly.<\/p>\n<p>Last night, her husband had left her, which was probably why she was on a bus now, leaving him. The shame of being the one cast off. Compounded by the reason behind it. And the fact that she\u2019d hadn\u2019t seen it coming. The shock of discovering she had married someone who, despite all the love he\u2019d ever professed, could drop her so easily, so suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>Around noon, she stopped for a break at a roadside garage, paid in cash for coffee and a sandwich. She caught sight of herself in the bathroom window. Standing the same five foot two she\u2019d ever stood. Small, though she\u2019d never felt it. Feeling it now, mind. And alone. Lonely, even. She continued on foot for another hour until the colour below the horizon turned from the dark green of distant hills to the blue of the ocean. The first hints of a seaside village appeared. With the summer sun at its highest and hottest, a cottage came into view. Outside was a hand-painted sign on a rotting piece of plywood:<\/p>\n<p>\u2018ARTISTS GALLERY &amp; STUDIO\u2019<\/p>\n<p>It hung from a rusty gate between two stone pillars. Was an apostrophe missing? Was there one artist or multiple? It was so poorly painted, so unloved, that she nearly kept walking, but then she peered over the hedgerow. The walls of the cottage were lime-plastered and white-washed, with soft-edged windows and a yellow Dutch door at its centre \u2013 a rural idyll beyond her wildest, clich\u00e9d dreams. Inhabited by an artist of all people. The romance of it brought her back to life. Woke her. Its scream of home. The balls of her feet were burning. She could feel blisters forming on the outsides of her baby toes. She stepped toward the granite slab lintel, then knocked and waited.<\/p>\n<p>A moment later the half door swung open. The man who answered was tall, broad and healthy-looking. His face was faintly scarred from acne, like the rough carapace of a spider crab. Not a bad face, she thought. Strong and dignified. She\u2019d have taken him for a farmer if she\u2019d passed him on the road in his dowdy plaid shirt. His head was large, squarish, and still held most of its hair, though his nose was one an artist might prefer to paint than possess. She watched the look of surprise on his face turn abruptly to suspicion.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Well,\u2019 he said, \u2018who sent you?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>He managed to deliver the line with enough singsong to avoid insulting her, but still, she was confused.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Are you not open to the public? The sign?\u2019 she pointed back.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Oh. You\u2019re here for that?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>After another once-over, he opened the bottom half of the door.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Sorry,\u2019 he said, \u2018you\u2019re just not the usual type.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>He led her down a short, dark hallway and through to a brighter kitchen. A large window over the sink looked out to the hills above. Why else did people call here?<\/p>\n<p>\u2018What\u2019s the usual type?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018More\u2026 I don\u2019t know\u2026 touristy. You don\u2019t look on holidays.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>How did she look? To him. She\u2019d meant to do her face at the station. Regretted now not bothering. And then suddenly remembered the new fact of herself. Her singledom. Singlehood? Both terms unfamiliar. Both felt wrong.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"NA\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/00235193-614.jpg\"\/><\/p>\n<p><b>Deep Burn is published by Marrowbone Books &#8211; find out more <a href=\"https:\/\/marrowbone.ie\/shop\/deep-burn\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"We&#8217;re celebrating Irish Book Week (which runs 18th &#8211; 25th October) with a series of choice extracts from&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":133812,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[266],"tags":[359,18,117,19,17],"class_list":{"0":"post-133811","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-books","8":"tag-books","9":"tag-eire","10":"tag-entertainment","11":"tag-ie","12":"tag-ireland"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133811","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=133811"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133811\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/133812"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=133811"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=133811"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=133811"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}