{"id":56242,"date":"2025-12-07T12:06:09","date_gmt":"2025-12-07T12:06:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/lt\/56242\/"},"modified":"2025-12-07T12:06:09","modified_gmt":"2025-12-07T12:06:09","slug":"algimantas-rusteika-mes-esame-laukimas-respublika-lt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/lt\/56242\/","title":{"rendered":"Algimantas RUSTEIKA: Mes esame laukimas &#8211; Respublika.lt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.respublika.lt\/lt\/naujienos\/nuomones_ir_komentarai\/isklausyk-respublika\/algimantas-rusteika-mes-esame-laukimas\/images\/ico_camera_white.gif\" class=\"camera\" width=\"22\" height=\"15\" alt=\"nuotr.\" style=\"position:relative; top:-2px; right:2px;\"\/> 1 nuotr.<\/p>\n<p>Advento vainikas simbolizuoja art\u0117jan\u010dias \u0161v. Kal\u0117das. Eltos nuotr.<\/p>\n<p>Mes esame laukimas. Visas m\u016bs\u0173 gyvenimas laukimas, kasdien esame tuo, ko n\u0117ra ir kas bus, laukiam susitikim\u0173 su tais, kurie brang\u016bs, laukiam, kad b\u016bt\u0173 geriau ir nepasidaryt\u0173 blogiau, kad baigt\u0173si darb\u0173 savait\u0117 ir v\u0117l tamsoj \u017eibintai l\u0117kt\u0173 atgal u\u017e lango, kad tyliai grot\u0173 muzika ir neu\u017eilgo pab\u016btume su tais, kuriuos mylim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\" class=\"desktop_banner\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Laukiam nuva\u017eiavimo kur svajojom ir lauksim, kad mus aplankyt\u0173 paskutin\u0117s ligos patale, kad prasid\u0117t\u0173 vasara ir atostogos, ir kiek kart\u0173 nesulauk\u0117m ko lauk\u0117m, ir kiek kart\u0173 tav\u0119s nesulauk\u0117, nors ilg\u0117josi, tik\u0117josi tavo skambu\u010dio, prisiminimo ar lai\u0161ko, v\u0117l ir v\u0117l reg\u0117jo tave ma\u017e\u0105, atb\u0117gant\u012f prisiglausti.<\/p>\n<p>Ir prietemoje, did\u017eiajam kambary \u012f Vytauto gatv\u0119, prie\u0161 mieg\u0105 gird\u0117jo tave \u010diau\u0161kant v\u0117l ir v\u0117l &#8211; \u0161tai regiu savo rank\u0105, ra\u0161an\u010di\u0105 paskubom sveikinim\u0105, nes jau laukia draugai, daug kart\u0173 skaityt\u0105, kur\u012f atrasiu gelzganoj, rank\u0173 darbo spintel\u0117je prie lovos, paskutin\u012f kart\u0105 tvarkydamas tu\u0161\u010di\u0105 kambar\u012f po to, kai i\u0161\u0117jo brangiausias mano gyvenimo \u017emogus.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160tai ir v\u0117l laukiu, kaip sugirg\u017ed\u0117s lieptas per vaikyst\u0117s upel\u012f ir eisiu \u017evyruota, kreiva gatve link up\u0117s su vy\u0161niomis, kur u\u017e papilk\u0117jusi\u0173 nuo senatv\u0117s lent\u0173 tvoros \u0161vie\u010dia tas langas u\u017e seno klevo, \u0161tai ir trys laipteliai, rudai da\u017eytos durys ir skambu\u010dio juodas mygtukas &#8211; t\u0105 sapnuoju da\u017enai ir \u017einau &#8211; raktas tikrai bus po kilim\u0117liu.<\/p>\n<p>Ten nieko neberasiu, tik vaik\u0161\u010diosiu po kambarius ir atidarin\u0117siu spintas, ir nueisiu miegot vieni\u0161as, ir ryt\u0105 i\u0161eisiu \u012f centrin\u0119 gatv\u0119, kur nieko nesutiksiu, ir atsibud\u0119s \u017ei\u016br\u0117siu dabarties tamson &#8211; mes esam laukimas, vis\u0105 laik\u0105 laukiam sav\u0119s ir pasimatymo su savim, kada nutolstam \u012f laiko tu\u0161tumas, kada ka\u017ekur lekiam, atviromis akimis miegodami.<\/p>\n<p>Lekiam titanik\u0173 kajut\u0117se per tamsius nevilties ir beprotyst\u0117s vandenis, b\u016bnam pikti, u\u017edar\u0119 \u0161irdis ir u\u017esirakin\u0119 akis, bet net apmir\u0119 kasdienyb\u0117je juntame t\u0105 tikrum\u0105, kaip dabar v\u0117j\u0105 ir la\u0161us u\u017e lango, t\u0105 laukim\u0105 pilnatv\u0117s, kuri vis neateina &#8211; buvome, esame ir visada b\u016bsim gyvenimu, ar tikim, ar netikim, \u0161iomis dienomis v\u0117l prasideda laukimas.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160viesos, kuri gali ateiti, ir sugr\u012f\u0161im \u012f t\u0117vo namus, kur blausiai \u0161vyti televizorius s\u0105siuvinio lapo dyd\u017eio ekranu, \u0161tai \u0161alia senos sofos, ant kurios su broliuku miegodavai, egl\u0117, papuo\u0161ta tikromis \u017evakut\u0117mis ir baltos vatos sniego gumuliukais, po kuria mai\u0161elis saldaini\u0173 su tavo vardu, ir mama tokia susikaupusi \u0161alia tav\u0119s \u0161altoj ba\u017eny\u010dioj &#8211; nereikia suprasti nieko, nereikia galvoti ir stengtis &#8211;  viskas staiga atsiranda ir \u0161viesa ateina. Mes esame laukimas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"1 nuotr. Advento vainikas simbolizuoja art\u0117jan\u010dias \u0161v. Kal\u0117das. Eltos nuotr. Mes esame laukimas. 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