\u201eS priate\u013ekou sme sa stret\u00e1vali ve\u013emi \u010dasto, bola to moja b\u00fat\u013eav\u00e1 v\u0155ba, ku koncu som u\u017e bez nej nevedela by\u0165 a nielen\u017ee sme sa stret\u00e1vali dennodenne, ale kedyko\u013evek som jej vol\u00e1vala, aby som to st\u00e1le rozoberala. Aj ke\u010f som dookola rozpr\u00e1vala to ist\u00e9 bez ak\u00e9hoko\u013evek progresu, v\u017edy mi trpezlivo na\u010d\u00favala, a\u017e mi jedn\u00e9ho d\u0148a s\u010dista-jasna ozn\u00e1mila: \u201aKon\u010d\u00edm.\u2018,\u201c\u00a0spom\u00ednala.<\/p>\n
So\u0148u to \u0161okovalo, nevedela, \u010do na to poveda\u0165. Priate\u013eka v\u0161ak vyc\u00edtila, \u017ee jej u\u017e nem\u00e1 \u010do viac odovzda\u0165 a c\u00edtila sa vy\u0161\u0165aven\u00e1, a tak sa rozhodla vzdiali\u0165. \u201eAbsol\u00fatne som to ne\u010dakala. Sp\u00fdtala som sa jej, \u010di to znamen\u00e1 koniec n\u00e1\u0161ho kamar\u00e1tstva a odpove\u010f znela \u201a\u00e1no\u2018. Odvtedy nie sme v kontakte, za tie roky sme na seba len p\u00e1rkr\u00e1t letmo niekde narazili,\u201c opisuje moder\u00e1torka \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 chv\u00edle.<\/p>\n
Nekon\u010diaci pocit zrady a ve\u013ek\u00fd zlom<\/p>\n
Vtedy to vraj vn\u00edmala ako stra\u0161n\u00fa zradu a ist\u00fa dobu sa b\u00e1la, \u010do bude, ke\u010f ju niekde stretne. \u201ePriate\u013eky s\u00fa v na\u0161om \u017eivote ve\u013emi d\u00f4le\u017eit\u00e9 a ju som pova\u017eovala za t\u00fa najbli\u017e\u0161iu. Mala som pocit, \u017ee je povinnos\u0165ou dobrej kamar\u00e1tky by\u0165 tej druhej k dispoz\u00edcii. S odstupom \u010dasu v\u0161ak jej rozhodnutie ve\u013emi oce\u0148ujem a som jej v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1, lebo mi odovzdala d\u00f4le\u017eit\u00fa lekciu. U\u017e viem, ako sa c\u00edtila, preto\u017ee aj mne sa odvtedy p\u00e1rkr\u00e1t stalo, \u017ee som robila b\u00fat\u013eav\u00fa v\u0155bu niektorej kamar\u00e1tke, investovala som do nej mno\u017estvo energie, a v\u00fdsledok bol ten, \u017ee m\u0148a to tot\u00e1lne vy\u0161\u0165avilo, ona bola o dva-tri dni \u00faplne v pohode, vysmiata, a potom op\u00e4\u0165 tam, kde predt\u00fdm,\u201c podot\u00fdka M\u00fcllerov\u00e1, ktor\u00e1 dnes u\u017e nie\u010do tak\u00e9 nedopust\u00ed.<\/p>\n
\u201eKe\u010f ma nie\u010do za\u0165a\u017euje na \u00fakor mojej vlastnej integrity, u\u017e si to k sebe nepust\u00edm. Ak niekto potrebuje moju pomoc, porad\u00edm a pom\u00f4\u017eem, no ak vid\u00edm, \u017ee nem\u00e1 ve\u013emi zmysel do toho vklada\u0165 viac energie, ne\u017e je nutn\u00e9, neza\u0165a\u017eujem sa t\u00fdm,\u201c vysvetlila So\u0148a, pod\u013ea ktorej najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161\u00ed zlom v jej \u017eivote pri\u0161iel a\u017e po p\u00e4\u0165desiatke.<\/p>\n
\u201eBolo to \u00faplne oslobodzuj\u00face. Akoby ma osvietilo, za\u010dala som robi\u0165 veci tak, ako ich naozaj c\u00edtim, tak, ako viem, a nechcela som ich robi\u0165 lep\u0161ie. Ak sa mi nie\u010do nevydarilo, povedala som si \u201aNevad\u00ed, nabud\u00face to vyjde!\u2018. Za\u010dala som \u017ei\u0165 s pochopen\u00edm seba samej. Viem, \u017ee m\u00e1m tak\u00e9 chyby a deficity, ktor\u00e9 u\u017e nikdy nenaprav\u00edm. Mo\u017eno by som mohla, ale nechce sa mi. U\u017e sa beriem tak\u00e1, ak\u00e1 som. Hotovo,\u201c uzatvorila spokojne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"\u201eS priate\u013ekou sme sa stret\u00e1vali ve\u013emi \u010dasto, bola to moja b\u00fat\u013eav\u00e1 v\u0155ba, ku koncu som u\u017e bez nej…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":7177,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[127,126,70,128,4180,4178,4179,4177,43,129,40,39,42,41,473,71],"class_list":{"0":"post-7842","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-slavne-osobnosti","8":"tag-celebrities","9":"tag-celebrity","10":"tag-entertainment","11":"tag-famous-people","12":"tag-lekcia","13":"tag-modrofuz","14":"tag-priatel","15":"tag-richard-muller","16":"tag-sk","17":"tag-slavne-osobnosti","18":"tag-slovak","19":"tag-slovakia","20":"tag-slovencina","21":"tag-slovensko","22":"tag-sona-mullerova","23":"tag-zabava"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7842","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7842"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7842\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7177"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7842"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7842"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/sk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7842"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}