{"id":294129,"date":"2025-07-26T20:11:16","date_gmt":"2025-07-26T20:11:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/294129\/"},"modified":"2025-07-26T20:11:16","modified_gmt":"2025-07-26T20:11:16","slug":"00s-pop-star-reveals-pain-of-fame-forcing-him-back-into-the-closet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/294129\/","title":{"rendered":"00s pop star reveals pain of fame forcing him &#8216;back into the closet&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" width=\"646\" height=\"403\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_69462217-03a0-e1753548796846.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758870\" alt=\"Editorial use only Mandatory Credit: Photo by ITV\/REX\/Shutterstock (641740jl) Hear'Say on '70's Mania' - 2001 - Kym Marsh, Myleene Klass, Danny Foster, Noel Sullivan and Suzanne Shaw ITV ARCHIVE\" decoding=\"sync\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tHear\u2019Say star Noel Sullivan has opened up on the impact of fame on his personal life (Picture: ITV\/REX\/Shutterstock)<\/p>\n<p>Noughties music star Noel Sullivan has revealed the struggles he was secretly facing behind the scenes at the height of his fame in one of the country\u2019s favourite pop bands.<\/p>\n<p><a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2024\/12\/21\/hearsay-star-unrecognisable-23-years-fastest-selling-song-debut-22232379\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Now aged 44, the Welsh singer<\/a> rose to popularity in Hear\u2019Say in 2001, having been created on <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2016\/11\/15\/former-hearsay-star-noel-sullivan-on-his-acting-career-ordinary-lies-and-shaking-off-the-popstars-tag-6259786\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">the talent show Popstars<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Along with bandmates <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/tag\/myleene-klass\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Myleene Klass<\/a>,\u00a0<a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/tag\/kym-marsh\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Kym Marsh<\/a>, <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/tag\/suzanne-shaw\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Suzanne Shaw<\/a>, and Danny Foster, he broke chart records with their debut single, Pure and Simple, which remains just as catchy today.<\/p>\n<p>However, away from the bright lights of stardom, Noel was battling with having to stay quiet about who he truly was.<\/p>\n<p>Just 19 at the time he was thrust into the spotlight, Noel has said he was <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2021\/10\/18\/noel-sullivan-forced-to-hide-sexuality-in-hearsay-15439440\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">forbidden from discussing his sexuality<\/a>, feeling as though he had been \u2018chucked back into the closet\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u2019t until 2017 that he publicly came out as gay when he announced he had married his partner.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"729\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/PRI_185693538-8659-e1753548835835.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758871\" alt=\"Editorial use only Mandatory Credit: Photo by ITV\/REX\/Shutterstock (722486hz) 'Popstars' TV - 2001 - Hearsay Danny Foster and Noel Sullivan. Front Suzanne Shaw, Kym Marsh and Myleene Klass. ITV ARCHIVE\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tThe Pure and Simple stars rose to fame on Popstars in 2001 (Picture: ITV\/REX\/Shutterstock)<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"726\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_119831142-d740-e1753548853539.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758873\" alt=\"Editorial use only Mandatory Credit: Photo by ITV\/Shutterstock (817139hu) 'Popstars' TV - 2001 - Noel Sullivan. ITV ARCHIVE\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tNoel was just a teenager when he joined the band (Picture: ITV\/Shutterstock)<\/p>\n<p>Speaking to\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/heatworld.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Heat magazine<\/a>, he shared: \u2018It was really mad. It was a lifetime ago. I can look back at it with fond memories now, but it took a while to sort through the damage.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\tJoin Metro&#8217;s LGBTQ+ community on WhatsApp\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p>With thousands of members from all over the world, our vibrant <a href=\"https:\/\/whatsapp.com\/channel\/0029VaZmbEG8kyyPpsk8pS37\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/whatsapp.com\/channel\/0029VaZmbEG8kyyPpsk8pS37\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">LGBTQ+ WhatsApp channel<\/a> is a hub for all the latest news and important issues that face the LGBTQ+ community.<\/p>\n<p>Simply\u00a0<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/whatsapp.com\/channel\/0029VaZmbEG8kyyPpsk8pS37\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/whatsapp.com\/channel\/0029VaZmbEG8kyyPpsk8pS37\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">click on this link<\/a><\/strong>, select \u2018Join Chat\u2019 and you\u2019re in! Don&#8217;t forget to turn on notifications!<\/p>\n<p>\u2018But I\u2019m here, and I survived,\u2019 he declared proudly.<\/p>\n<p>The performer reflected on his late teens and early twenties, which ought to have been the time he could \u2018explore who [he] is\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018To be boxed back up and chucked back in the closet was a damaging experience for me; it took a lot of time to find some resolution to that and not feel guilty or shameful because of it.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Noel is now in a happy marriage with husband James and often shares an insight into their relationship with social media snaps.<\/p>\n<p>On his birthday several years ago, he also reminisced on his pop band days and how he sank into \u2018depression\u2019 when he was unable to come out.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"809\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_119831160-e1753548867218.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758872\" alt=\"Editorial use only Mandatory Credit: Photo by Ken McKay\/ITV\/Shutterstock (10374302m) Noel Sullivan 'This Morning' TV show, London, UK - 29 Aug 2019 NOEL SULLIVAN: ?I WAS AT AN ALL-TIME LOW AFTER HEAR?SAY? He?s the Hear'Say singer turned West End star, Noel Sullivan joins us to talk about taking centre stage in the award-winning School of Rock musical. And after 19 years since they first met on Popstars, is there set to become a Hear'Say reunion? Noel tells us all, plus he reveals why his world fell apart after the band broke up, why he was forced to hide his sexuality, and why he has set his sights on starring in Strictly.\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tIt wasn\u2019t until 2017 that he came out publicly as gay (Picture: Ken McKay\/ITV\/Shutterstock)<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"501\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_260219840-90d9.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758867\" alt=\"00s pop star says fame 'chucked him back into the closet'\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tNoel is happily married to husband James (Picture: Instagram)<\/p>\n<p>He wrote: \u2018As a 19 year old, I was told to shut up about my sexuality. If I wanted a career, I had to be something else. Silent. It ruined me.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018No one was held accountable for the years of\u00a0depression\u00a0and self abuse that followed. It got to the point where I felt like I couldn\u2019t speak out anymore because my time in the spotlight had passed and I assumed no one would care.<\/p>\n<p>\u2018It was a turbulent time but I took solace in my family and in\u00a0theatre. Without the crazy, beautiful, supportive and talented people I worked with, lived with and performed for, I could never have found myself.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\u2018After years of self doubt I finally feel free to say what I need to,\u2019 Noel concluded. \u2018Free to let go of the past, free to love myself. But most importantly, free to love. Thank you [sic]\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>While Noel now enjoys a much quieter, slower-paced life, he hasn\u2019t turned his back on entertainment completely.<\/p>\n<p>A lover of theatre, he previously appeared in productions of Fame, Love Shack, and What a Feeling, as well as playing male lead Danny Zuko in Grease on the West End in the late 2000s.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"847\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_142750886-67ac.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758874\" alt=\"British reality TV pop group Hear'Say pose for a group portrait in London, February 2001. Clockwise from bottom left: Danny Foster, Myleene Klass, Noel Sullivan, Kym Marsh and Suzanne Shaw. (Photo by David Tonge\/Getty Images)\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tHear\u2019Say split in 2002 following Kym Marsh\u2019s exit and declining commercial success (Picture: David Tonge\/Getty Images)<\/p>\n<p>Noel also had a cameo in Gavin and Stacey, starred as Galileo Figaro in the UK tour of\u00a0We Will Rock You, and shared the role of Tick\/Mitzi with\u00a0Jason Donovan\u00a0in Priscilla, Queen of the Desert.<\/p>\n<p>In more recent years, he\u2019s popped up in BBC\u2019s Call the Midwife Christmas special and played Oscar Baxter in Doctors.<\/p>\n<p>As for Hear\u2019Say, their glittering success was short-lived.<\/p>\n<p>Things started going downhill in January 2002, when Kym left due to conflicts with Noel and Myleene. She was replaced by former\u00a0Boom!\u00a0member\u00a0Johnny Shentall, and they released just one single, Lovin\u2019 is Easy, as part of this lineup.<\/p>\n<p>In October 2002, Hear\u2019Say announced they would be breaking up, having failed to make a commercial splash with their latest music.<\/p>\n<p>At the time, they cited \u2018abuse from the public\u2019 as the main reason for the split, while its members went on to achieve success individually.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t<img width=\"646\" height=\"485\" src=\"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/SEI_260219837-14dc.jpg\" class=\"article-image wp-image-23758866\" alt=\"00s pop star says fame 'chucked him back into the closet'\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\"\/><br \/>\n\t\tNoel has now retreated from the spotlight, but still performs in theatre (Picture: Instagram)<\/p>\n<p>Kym, 49, enjoyed a solo career and famously starred as Michelle Connor in Coronation Street, has hosted Morning Live, and also starred in Waterloo Road.<\/p>\n<p>Danny, 46, has had a quieter career, but performs as part of his own soul and Motown group, Danny Foster &amp; The Big Soul Corporation, and also auditioned for The Voice.<\/p>\n<p>Suzanne, 43, is an established West End performer, won series 3 of Dancing On Ice and took part in the All Stars series, and played Eve Jenson in Emmerdale.<\/p>\n<p>Finally, Myleene, 47, was an iconic I\u2019m A Celebrity\u2026 Get Me Out Of Here! campmate in 2006, and went on to win the All Stars series in 2023. She also presents on TV and radio, and was awarded an MBE this year for her women\u2019s health campaigning.<\/p>\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Got a story?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">If you\u2019ve got a celebrity story, video or pictures get in touch with the <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Metro.co.uk<\/a> entertainment team by emailing us celebtips@metro.co.uk, calling 020 3615 2145 or by visiting our <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/submit-stuff\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Submit Stuff<\/a> page \u2013 we\u2019d love to hear from you.<\/p>\n<p class=\"metro-more-link\">Arrow<br \/>\nMORE: <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2025\/07\/26\/22-23-bought-a-run-down-london-four-bed-910-000-23739242\/?ico=more_text_links\" class=\"\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">What I Own: At 22 and 23, we bought a run-down London four-bed for \u00a3910,000<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"metro-more-link\">Arrow<br \/>\nMORE: <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2025\/07\/25\/eastenders-star-tamzin-outhwaite-reveals-son-17-transgender-23751837\/?ico=more_text_links\" class=\"\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">EastEnders star Tamzin Outhwaite reveals her son, 17, is transgender<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"metro-more-link\">Arrow<br \/>\nMORE: <a data-ico=\"hyperlink-article\" href=\"https:\/\/metro.co.uk\/2025\/07\/25\/netflix-viewers-rush-watch-absorbing-reboot-beloved-scottish-crime-drama-23744753\/?ico=more_text_links\" class=\"\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Netflix viewers rush to watch \u2018absorbing\u2019 reboot of beloved Scottish crime drama<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a class=\"comment-now metro-button metro-comments-cta\" data-vars-position=\"bottom_cta_question\" href=\"#metro-comments-container\"><br \/>\n\t\t\tComment now<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\tWere you a Hear\u2019Say fan?<br \/>\n\t\t<\/a>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Hear\u2019Say star Noel Sullivan has opened up on the impact of fame on his personal life (Picture: ITV\/REX\/Shutterstock)&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":294130,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3936],"tags":[11097,77,5763,269,693,16,15],"class_list":{"0":"post-294129","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-music","8":"tag-00s-nostalgia","9":"tag-entertainment","10":"tag-lgbtq","11":"tag-music","12":"tag-showbiz","13":"tag-uk","14":"tag-united-kingdom"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@uk\/114921360179490704","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/294129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=294129"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/294129\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/294130"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=294129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=294129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=294129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}