David<\/a> has previously spoken about how his dad died from a haemorrhage aged 54 after suffering from a long-term and terminal blood disorder. David was just 15 at the time, and lapsed into alcohol use shortly afterwards.<\/p>\nAppearing on Radio 4\u2019s Desert Island Discs with Lauren Laverne, the 61-year-old said he was in a \u201cterrible state\u201d after the death of his dad and reflected on the \u201ctrauma responses\u201d, depression and anxiety that followed.<\/p>\n
After leaving school at 16, a year after his father died, David spent six months travelling with a theatre company based in Wolverhampton.<\/p>\n
He said: \u201cI knew that, academically, I was never going to be able to go to university or anything \u2013 that was never going to happen to me. So, I had to make it happen somewhere else.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was hard for my mum, but I knew I had to cut the strings and find independence. They say that hyper-independence is a trauma response. I do tend to cut off sometimes.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am a recovering alcoholic. I was someone who has been sober now for 21 years. That was all part of being in trauma and not knowing how to stop being sort of in a depressive state and needing to be on my own.\u201d<\/p>\n
On his alcoholism, the Liverpool-born actor said: \u201cDrinking first was about anxiety. I\u2019ve had this terrible social anxiety and that helped me get through it.\u201d<\/p>\n
David said he started to struggle with alcohol addiction in his teenage years and told host Laverne that \u201cin my adult life, I couldn\u2019t stop\u201d.<\/p>\n
He continued: \u201cI was just on my own in the pub. That was really hard and very hard for my ex-wife and people around me.<\/p>\n
\u201cI worked with a guy on a job. He gave me his number and I knew he was in (Alcoholics Anonymous). Then two years later, I was in a terrible, terrible state, and I phoned him quite late, early in the morning time.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe came round my house and just sat with me. And I\u2019ve not drank since that day, really. So, it\u2019s been tough.\u201d<\/p>\n
He added: \u201cWhen I stopped drinking, I didn\u2019t stop being an alcoholic. My behaviour was still very self-destructive for many years.\u201d<\/p>\n
The actor, who is best known for roles in shows such as The Walking Dead and State Of Play, added that he felt he was in \u201ccrisis\u201d and that his career \u201crescued\u201d him and made him \u201cfeel safe\u201d.<\/p>\n
He said he was drawn to the career after watching an episode of 1970s TV drama Colditz, starring Michael Bryant, during which the main character \u201cpretended to go mad in order to escape\u201d from a situation.<\/p>\n
He said: \u201cThat troubled me. It really upset me. I identified with him, his character, his situation, and that sort of thing that bubbled up inside me. I wanted to find out how to control that or understand it.<\/p>\n
\u201cTherefore I went looking for acting, I went looking for a way out. And when I walked into the door of (the Everyman Youth Theatre), I found it. I found these people who were having fun but experimenting. It was about emotion. It was unashamedly about feelings.\u201d<\/p>\n
He added: \u201cWhen I\u2019m in work, I feel safe. Not necessarily in control, but I feel it\u2019s where I should be in my life. In my life, I\u2019m less confident. I\u2019m always looking for an exit strategy in every situation.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m much better nowadays, but for a long time I was really telling myself I wasn\u2019t enough and all that stuff, and that added to the sort of the alcoholism and the inability to stop.\u201d<\/p>\n
You can listen to the full Desert Island Discs episode on BBC<\/a> Sounds and BBC Radio 4 from Sunday at 10am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"David said \u201cin my adult life, I couldn\u2019t stop\u201d David Morrissey, who will appear on Radio 4’s Desert…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":949717,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3940],"tags":[4080,265037,77,16,15],"class_list":{"0":"post-949716","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-celebrities","8":"tag-celebrities","9":"tag-david-morrissey","10":"tag-entertainment","11":"tag-uk","12":"tag-united-kingdom"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@uk\/116548416930937245","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/949716","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=949716"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/949716\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/949717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=949716"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=949716"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=949716"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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