{"id":130027,"date":"2025-08-08T21:11:09","date_gmt":"2025-08-08T21:11:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/130027\/"},"modified":"2025-08-08T21:11:09","modified_gmt":"2025-08-08T21:11:09","slug":"ethel-cain-willoughby-tucker-ill-always-love-you-review","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/130027\/","title":{"rendered":"Ethel Cain &#8211; Willoughby Tucker, I&#8217;ll Always Love You review"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ethel Cain used to be \u201ctoo tired to move, too tired to leave.\u201d Now, she\u2019s finally managed to get some rest, but she still \u201cdreams of violence.\u201d You might have a similar experience with the transition from Preacher\u2019s Daughter, Cain\u2019s excellent 2022 debut, to her new prequel album, Willoughby Tucker, I\u2019ll Always Love You. If you somehow managed to nod off while listening to Preacher\u2019s Daughter, that scream in \u201cPtolemaea\u201d would serve as a pretty hellish wake-up call. Willoughby Tucker doesn\u2019t have any guttural cries like that. In fact, its meditative, unhurried nature may cause your eyelids to droop a bit. That doesn\u2019t mean it\u2019s bland or boring, though\u2014far from it. Cain\u2019s albums have the power to conjure sleep because they consistently feel like wandering into someone else\u2019s dream, with all the hazy, uncanny logic that implies. If Preacher\u2019s Daughter was a nightmare, however, then Willoughby Tucker is the desperate, gnawing fantasy that descends after crying oneself into a restless daze.<\/p>\n<p>Willoughby Tucker, I\u2019ll Always Love You is the latest addition to the growing lore of Ethel Cain, a sort of avatar created by musician Hayden Anhed\u00f6nia as \u201ca way to talk about the things that I\u2019ve been through\u2026 without doing it in a way where everyone in my life is going to call me and be like, \u2018Why are you talking about this?&#8217;\u201d as she shared in a recent <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2025\/07\/30\/arts\/music\/ethel-cain-willoughby-tucker-interview-popcast.html\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">interview with The New York Times\u2018 Popcast<\/a>. Preacher\u2019s Daughter grappled with Anhed\u00f6nia\u2019s experiences with religious trauma and sexual violence, both of which were woven into a complicated tale that saw her fictional doppelg\u00e4nger killed and cannibalized by its final chapter. Willoughby Tucker takes a slightly gentler tack by going back in time to Ethel\u2019s teen years, which she spent with her first and only love, originally introduced in the Preacher\u2019s Daughter track \u201cA House In Nebraska.\u201d Willoughby eventually leaves Ethel in the proverbial off-screen of this grand saga, but she continues to pine for him even as she reflects on her life from beyond the grave.<\/p>\n<p>If all of this sounds like an escapist daydream conjured up by a lonely, goth-leaning kid, that\u2019s because it is. \u201cI did not have a lot of friends growing up\u2026 I was very homeschooled. I did not get out, and all I had to do was tell myself stories and get invested, and I\u2019ve never gone out of that,\u201d Cain told The New York Times. \u201cSo this is one big long piece of lined notebook paper that I\u2019m just scribbling on to this day.\u201d As listeners, we don\u2019t have access to all those connections. New characters like the seductive Hazel in this album\u2019s synth-heavy pop banger \u201cFuck Me Eyes\u201d or Ethel\u2019s best friend Janie in its shoegazey opening track often seem to emerge out of nowhere or melt away once their song is over, never to be heard from again.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>All this extra-textual mythologizing can get a bit convoluted, especially as one plunges deeper into the intricacies of Cain\u2019s decades-long daydream\u2014one even she describes as \u201cpurely just entertainment for me.\u201d But it\u2019s also only one way to engage with her increasingly rich body of work. These characters mostly flit in and around the edges of the narrative, disappearing when they no longer serve the story or the emotion at its core. It\u2019s not the fictional arcs or the nitty-gritty of Ethel\u2019s relationships that linger, but the very real feelings of longing, loss, and desire that Anhed\u00f6nia has once again managed to capture in a manner that feels urgent, aching, and completely distinct from the rest of her peers.<\/p>\n<ul class=\"articles grid-margin-x flex-container flex-dir-column\">\n<li class=\"grid-x grid-padding-x\"><a class=\"auto cell copy-container noimage\" href=\"https:\/\/www.avclub.com\/ethel-cain-album-announcement-international-tour\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"><b class=\"title\">Ethel Cain announces sophomore album, major tour<\/b><\/a><\/li>\n<li class=\"grid-x grid-padding-x\"><a class=\"auto cell copy-container noimage\" href=\"https:\/\/www.avclub.com\/ethel-cain-perverts-review-music-album\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"><b class=\"title\">Ethel Cain makes an early bid for feel-bad album of the year with Perverts<\/b><\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>\ufeff<\/p>\n<p>Cain initially showed off her talents as a lyricist when she released her first two EPs in 2019, and Willoughby Tucker delivers plenty more of those heart-piercing couplets her fans have come to expect. While still obscured by her fictional alter-ego, Anhed\u00f6nia uses this album to explore her \u201cinsecurities and frustrations and fears and inadequacies\u2026 in love.\u201d \u201cNettles,\u201d a sweeping, eight-plus-minute ballad in which she dreams of the pain of waking alone, is a particular high point in this regard. \u201cLay me down where the trees bend low \/ Put me down where the greenery stings \/ I can hear them singing \/ To love me is to suffer me,\u201d she sings. It\u2019s a quiet, mournful plea, as opposed to the full-throated agony she allows herself on Preacher\u2019s Daughter tracks like \u201cGibson Girl\u201d and \u201cPtolemaea.\u201d The lush, 15-minute finale, \u201cWaco, TX,\u201d also features some heartbreaking lines that land on the ear like a choked-back sob. \u201cI\u2019ve been picking names for our children \/ You\u2019ve been wondering how you\u2019re gonna feed them,\u201d she sings in one verse. \u201cWill I feel like this forever? \/ Are you angry? \/ Do you hate me?\u201d she asks in another, before admonishing herself: \u201cDarling, time may forgive me \/ But I won\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Like \u201cNettles\u201d and \u201cWaco, TX,\u201d many songs on Willoughby Tucker seem to almost retreat in on themselves when longtime listeners may expect them to explode. The album as a whole moves at a rather languid pace, no doubt influenced by Cain\u2019s prickly, divisive drone project, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.avclub.com\/ethel-cain-perverts-review-music-album\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Perverts<\/a>, released earlier this year. While Willoughby is a far softer listen, it still features multiple instrumental interludes, not to mention the 10- and 15-minute odes placed at its end. It\u2019s a bit self-indulgent, but never in a way that tips over into undue extravagance or outright pretension. Besides, what better place is there to center one\u2019s more theatrical impulses than in their own dream world?\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Of course, these instincts have gotten Cain into trouble before. There was, of course, the recent incident in which an effort she characterized as a \u201cmassive smear campaign\u201d unearthed a slew of offensive things she\u2019d posted in her teens. (She subsequently apologized in a <a href=\"https:\/\/docs.google.com\/document\/u\/1\/d\/12EupvuRDZBU8zw4cXU6nJI98Uu9VwmYHsFjCNpEAoSY\/mobilebasic?fbclid=PAQ0xDSwLbg5FleHRuA2FlbQIxMQABp4I3WyMfcLocLsogR3FDkiC_y3HR87kVjZt42IIdr3CE9v_FF4mAsTIC8pQG_aem_mxoti7uGo6DveL_8LsPe1w\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">lengthy statement<\/a> in which she wrote that this was \u201ca chapter of my life I look back at shamefully.\u201d) Cain also rubbed some fans the wrong way last year, when she wrote in another <a href=\"https:\/\/x.com\/ethelfiles\/status\/1847968148609237046\" rel=\"nofollow\">pot-stirring post<\/a> that she missed \u201cwhen I had like 20 fans who actually had something interesting to say in response to what I was making.\u201d More recently, she <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/music\/2025\/jul\/24\/hayden-anhedonia-ethel-cain-interview-preachers-daughter-willoughby-tucker-american-teenager\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">told The Guardian<\/a> that she\u2019s since \u201cmade [her] peace\u201d with the fact that she has no control over the way people respond to her work. \u201cAt the end of the day, you make what you make and you put it out and people can do what they want with it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Willoughby Tucker, I\u2019ll Always Love You is evidence of this relatively newfound comfort. It isn\u2019t trying to alienate anyone or push them away (as can be argued of Perverts), but it\u2019s still a challenging, thorny, and layered work worthy of one of the more interesting and hard-to-define artists working today.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Ethel Cain used to be \u201ctoo tired to move, too tired to leave.\u201d Now, she\u2019s finally managed to&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":130028,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[29],"tags":[171,975,67,132,68],"class_list":{"0":"post-130027","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-music","8":"tag-entertainment","9":"tag-music","10":"tag-united-states","11":"tag-unitedstates","12":"tag-us"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/pubeurope.com\/@us\/114995205634779145","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130027","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=130027"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130027\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/130028"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=130027"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=130027"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.europesays.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=130027"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}