BOMBSHELL unheard audio of Michael Jackson sharing his deepest \u201cintimate\u201d thoughts on children will be revealed in a new documentary. <\/p>\n
In the chilling voice recordings, the music legend can be heard discussing his deep-seated feelings on his infatuation with kids. <\/p>\n
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New audio recordings of pop icon Michael Jackson revealed his intimate relationship with children ahead of a new docuseriesCredit: Getty<\/p>\n
Jackson was accused of molestation by cancer survivor Gavin Arvizo (left)Credit: ITV<\/p>\n
In the new unheard recordings, Jackson details chilling information about his feelings towards childrenCredit: Getty<\/p>\n
Gavin Arvizo later accused Jackson of child molestationCredit: Granada Television<\/p>\n
During one alarming moment Jackson even admitted that if he could not be close to children he would take his own life, according to the New York Post. <\/a><\/p>\n \u201cIf you told me right now . . . Michael, you could never see another child\u2026I would kill myself,\u201d he reportedly said. <\/p>\n \u201cChildren want to just touch me and hug me.<\/p>\n \u201cKids end up falling in love with my personality. Sometimes it gets me into trouble.\u201d<\/p>\n The unsettling recordings alongside a number of never-before-seen tapes have been secured for a four-part Channel 4 series called The Trial. <\/a><\/p>\n Set to premiere on February 4, the docuseries details new revelations from the pop icon\u2019s 2005 child molestation trial. <\/p>\n Shedding new light on Jackson\u2019s relationship with child cancer survivor Gavin Arvizo, who later accused him of sexual abuse, unseen footage shows their pair going on picnics alone together. <\/p>\n Gavin accused him of sexual molestation in 2005, saying Jackson showed him pornography and gave him alcohol.<\/p>\n \n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tMost read in Entertainment\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n The star \u2013 who admitted to sharing his bed with kids \u2013 was cleared of all 14 charges, including four counts of molesting a child, four counts of getting a child drunk so that he could molest him, and of secretly conspiring to hold the boy and his family captive at his California ranch, Neverland. <\/p>\n He was also charged with supplying alcohol to the boy, now 15. <\/p>\n The New York Post spoke to an insider who had heard the recordings. <\/p>\n \u201cThere is something extremely unusual and eerie about Michael Jackson\u2019s infatuation with children \u2013 especially those who are not his own,\u201d they said. <\/p>\n \u201cTo hear his voice discuss children in this manner, given he had been accused on molestation, raises many questions about his mental health, mindset and sadly, intentions.<\/p>\n \u201cThis is Michael at his most open giving us an insight into how he was in love with children . . . infatuated with wanting to be around them,\u201d they added. <\/p>\n Continuing on, the insider said Jackson saw \u201cnothing wrong with bringing kids to his home and his bed without parental supervision\u201d. <\/p>\n \u201c[He justified] those actions by saying he is a just a friend looking to help,\u201d they said. <\/p>\n Jackson (pictured with Jeffrey Epstein) was cleared of child molestation chargesCredit: Reuters<\/p>\n Jackson is shown in a mug shot after he was booked for allegedly molesting a childCredit: Getty<\/p>\n Jackson\u2019s estate has always denied all child molestation accusations against himCredit: Getty<\/p>\n \u201cHe even went further \u2014 expressing how most of the spoiled children fell in love with him.<\/p>\n \u201cThese are very uneasy phrases and language to hear from a single man in his 40s.\u201d<\/p>\n The insider said the footage also showed how Jackson cared for Gavin throughout his cancer battle. <\/p>\n \u201cMany doctors felt that his diagnosis was terminal, but Michael never gave up hope,\u201d they said. <\/p>\n \u201cMichael described how he told Gavin he looked like an angel to him. The way that these could have been interpreted are fascinating.\u201d<\/p>\n Executive producer Tom Anstiss said: \u201cThe unheard audio tapes of Michael Jackson<\/a> offer a rare and privileged window into Michael\u2019s psyche and his soul\u201d. <\/p>\n He said The Trial would \u201cdeliver a new understanding of who Michael Jackson really was, what he thought and the seismic moments that shaped his life\u201d. <\/p>\n \u201cThe tapes are emotionally raw and very real,\u201d he said. <\/p>\n \u201cAt points, you can hear Michael is close to tears.\u201d<\/p>\n